WOMEN AREN’T SUPPOSED TO WORK WHILE ON THEIR BLEED.
This overly masculine society has brainwashed and programmed everyone to believe that work and productivity are more important than anything, especially women menstruating and mothers. I cried yesterday for someone else’s mother/generation/bloodline. This man was saying how his mother worked so many hours she completely missed the entire childhood of one of her children, working 12-hour and 16-hour days (doubles) for a heartless company/corporation. I don’t know if he was aware of the gravity of his mother’s story as he told it; it seemed like it was normal for them. But I felt it deeply. Mothers already have to bear so much just to bear and deliver babies, and on top of all of that, they are still going to work. My mother was working as she bore me, as she had to survive; they needed the money.
NO. It stops here with me. I am ending this curse, these illusions and lies telling us to abandon our bodies, our children, our divinity. I was born with this knowing, and I had to remember it so the pain of the bloodline could stop here. The one’s who came before me also knew that the world wasn’t right, but they did the best with what they could; they had to endure so much. Their knowing and still putting their heads down to survive in a corrupt, false world only depleted them further. You see, acting against your true nature (physically, mentally, spiritually), even if it’s to survive, creates illness and trauma. It gets trapped in the body and in the DNA. So how do you heal generations of pain and self-sacrifice? You remove yourself from the system in any way you can and rebel against the corruption by taking care of your body. Truly healing yourself mentally, then physically. Putting your needs first because you know you are worthy and you deserve it. Loving yourself. My example of this today was calling off sick at the peak of my cycle, hearing my body’s call for the rest. I had to learn that things have to be done differently; this isn’t “follow the leader”, this is “I am the leader” now. People are suffering, yes, but please tell me what good you jumping into that pool of suffering does? You need to subtract from it by ending your own suffering and liberating yourself, not adding to it.
For anyone finally choosing themselves, PLEASE do not feel guilty, don’t believe the lies. You were never meant to suppress your femininity, your truth. Please remember you don’t have to answer to ANYONE. Please remember, when you are at the end of your life, these people will not feel your regret; they will not applaud you for being the best and hardest working survivor of the matrix.
